Stuck in a rut…
Things have been a bit glum this week. And while I’ve got plans on the horrizon, I’m really craving change…now…
When thinking of the journey I was supposed to be making this week, I’m sad to find myself exactly where I’ve been for a month…same boring job and no e-ticket in my inbox.
I have an almost fanatical desire to board a plane right now. And so many ideas of where I’d go. There’s England to see a dear friend, Costa Rica for the retreat I’ve been longing for…or the exotic pink desert of a favorite place that comes to me in my dreams.
But, there are things that must happen before I can get myself in the air. First off…CELTA, the course to teach English as a foreign language, that is looming large. The applicaion is frightfully hard. It’s a bit disconcerting. But, I believe it is something that could change my life…so it’s worth the effort. I’m just busy fretting right now.
For now, I’m putting together the ins-and-outs of Europe with mom. I’ve gotten us tickets for the Vienna Boy’s Choir and I’m working on tickets for, if you can believe it, dancing horses. The famed Lippinzzaner horses are something I know my mom will love…and I’m pretty sure I’ll get a kick too. How often can you see horses dance? Really?!
So I’m contented and frustrated at the same time, trying to stay positive…..but my, how the friendly skies are calling my name!
Soon enough….soon enough…
Tags: Life at 'Home'
LizG
Keep the faith, girl! There’s all sorts of other cliche phrases I could throw out, too… Seems like everyone’s been in a funk recently, but it all comes down to reminding yourself that good shit will happen soon enough, just gotta hold out til then.
~Jason