A lament
Wednesday, July 14th, 2004I am in shock. I do not believe that I did not last more than a week. You have no idea what this has meant to me. Nobody could possibly have.
I am sitting in front of the computer, typing in a daze. I have spent the better part of two days in bed, but it is time to lay off the valium. It is not the solution. I have to try to face the enormity of what just happened, although I cannot take it in yet — just in tiny little bits. At least there are no more secrets in this blog. I have nothing to lose by talking freely.
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