I just talked to my sister, Lindsay.

Her and Travis are going to apply to teach English is Korea.

So.... why not? This is what I wanted to do anyway. I might as well apply and just see what happens.

It is hard to make this decision based on the fact that I have enjoyed spending time with my family and friends. I didn't realize how much I missed them and how much their time is important to me. Everyone I know is wonderful, and I'd be a fool not to spend the rest of my life tending to these all important relationships.
But I think that while being home I also realized that they will always be there for me........ no matter where I am.

And I am so very thankful for that.
I guess that's why I love everybody so much. Theirs are not friendships and family relationships based on proximity. It's so much bigger than that. I don't have to be in contact every other day for them to know how much I love them.
Let let me be..... well..... me.