A Cloud of Color
Walk outside, look around. Look to the rooftops, the gutters, the closed shutters. Listen for running footsteps scraping powder against concrete. Listen for laughs.
Holi Festival is a Hindu celebration that apparently goes back thousands of years (or so they say). It is essentially an event commemerating a prince standing up against his father who had decided that he himself was a god. Everyone throughout India celebrates the victory of the prince, the pious one, over his father, the king, by throwing colored powder and ink at each other. But, the true festival starts the night before.
By the time I got to Pushkar, almost a week ago now, I was exhausted from the long train journey and the difficult things I had seen no the way. Somehow, though, three British guys staing at the same hotel convinced me to join them on a hike up a local hill (small mountain) to a very sacred temple. My old knees killed me on the way up, but it was alright. When we got to the top we were greeted by a view of all of Pushkar, a holy city set around a beautifu lake said to be created when a Hindu god dropped a lotus flower on Pushkar from above. It all makes for a quaint little town set in the mountains, a mix of raucous foreigners and pilgrims on holy trips. A very interesting lpace, no doubt. But from above, it all seemed quiet. The four of us sat there looking out on a city getting ready for the party of the year and to us, it looked like a town in a toy train set. We were awakened from our quiet stares by the lighting of a fire behind us. It made us all jump until we saw that is was the opening of Holi, marked by the burning of a fire and special rituals. It made for quite a sight. The four of us sitting there, watching orange embers dance into the sky, and three holy men speaking incantations. Prepare for tomorrow, I thought. Don’t wear any good clothes.
So there I was: inching out of the hotel, a bottle of colored water in my hands, ready to throw at the first person I saw. A young boy quietly approached an outdoor faucet of water, preparing a fresh mixture of the ink and at the same time shifting his eyes around, knowing that he was an easy target. I attacked swiftly emptying the whole bottle on him, his dark skin turning purple with the ink, his white shirt changing from green to a muddy brown. Victory! Victory! Oh Shit!
In all my playing and laughing with the young kid, I hadn’t noticed the crowd of Indians, powder and ink in hands, that had grouped behind me, blocking the entrance vack into the hotel, and thus blocking my shelter of safety. I chuckled, signaled to them, saying with my hands “Show me what you got”. I walked back into the hotel 15 seconds later. The manager of the place cracked up, the three Brits rolled on the floor. I looked into the mirror, hardly recognizing myself through the oranges, greens, blues, purples and pinks. Well, it can’t get much worse. Now its time to party. The Indian guys who had pelted me were more than happy to let myself and on of the English guys join their gang and continue on their drive-by spree of Pushkar. Pushkar, being a holy city, does not allow aclcohol or drugs within the city limits. But on holy, all these guys who never drink otherwise get liquored up on whiskey and cheap rum. It makes for a drunken party, one that probably gets a little out of hand by Western standards.
So there we were, roaming the streets nailing unsuspecting tourists with color, getting into color wars with other gangs, having a great time. I found myself constantly reaching into plastic bags, removing huge fistfuls of of powder. And somehow, the powder wood find its way to a face, a back, a stomach, whatever. Everything was in the moment and you completely gave yourself to the madness. The best part was that the color was an equalizer of all peoples. As we got to the rowdy dancing party in the center of town, Indian techno blowing people away from huge speakers, no one could tell between foreigner and Indian. Everyone was the same and it was brilliant. Pink clouds of powder were thrown into the air and you could hardly see two feet in front of you. People were hugging and singing, everyone was the same. The pink powder gave way to yet another color, then yet another, until it all ended.
The party eventually closed down around 3 o’clock, I returned to my room. For 8 hours everyone had forgotten about anger and hate, sadness and mourning. I forgot about Jodhpur. I opened the door to my bathroom and looked into the mirror at a face and body I did not recognize. My pants and sandals were a mosaic of colors, as were my bare torso (having lost my shirt) and what used to be my face. I spent the next hour washing it all off. Greens, blue, purples sinking into the drain in the floor. The deepest color, the purple, almost blood red, being the last to fall from my skin, revealing the cream shade I had become used to seeing. I felt revived, having come back from the dead.
I spent that night walking the streets, looking into peoples’ faces, noticing a glimmer of their appearance from before. A simple nod sufficed as a recognition of their participation in the days events. Everything went back to normal. Vendors opened their shops, package tourists appeared from their hotels, still wearing their rain jackets just in case. The colors on the streets were the only sign of what had taken place. And within days, that was washed away too. Pushkar returned to its old self. I became just another one of those travellers again.
Tags: Travel
Hello Josh,
I am very proud of you and your courage to travel around the world at your age (or any age for). Although you may not remember me, I was your very first babaysitter. We had lost of fun and someday I will tell you all about it. We traveled all over the loop while your mom was working. Now you are traveling around the world! it has been a long time since we’ve seen each other and I hope to see you when you return home.
Oh, by the way…my son Jamal was born on your birthday in 1989.
Love, Tricey
Dear Josh,
Your British friends were absolutely right in getting you to climb up the mountain with them. It’s always wonderful to get the view from a lookout point. I had never heard of the special Holi Festival in Pushkar and it was most interesting reading your graphic account of it. You’ve certainly had very special experiences in a relatively short time. Keep taking good care of yourself.
Much love, Grandma
Hi Josh:
I have enjoyed reading your letters from you trip; they are simply fascinating and you write beautifully. The experiences you have had are incredible and we look forward to seeing you when you get home.
Take care.
Love,
Aunt Linda
Quite the journey Josh. May you continue to touch and be touched by the people and places you visit. Thanks for taking us along for the ride. It is as though I can almost see, taste, smell and feel the experiences you write about. I think you will likely come home a changed man. Look after yourself.
Love,
Enid