Disco Inferno
Tuesday, January 31st, 2006I can hardly believe it, but tomorrow will likely be the midpoint of my trip.
In some ways, it seems like I`ve been traveling forever, and in other ways, like my trip has just begun. Traveling has become a lifestyle, a mode of living to which Ive become quite adjusted. It isn`t easy; the hardest thing is saying goodbye to so many people, so often. I feel like I`m getting more impersonal as I go along, but I sincerely hope that that is not the case.
The first month of my trip took a long time. I had a blast, but it seemed like it was still some kind of crazy vacation. Now, it feels nothing like a vacation, and time is flying by. I have no time for anything: I still haven`t climbed a single volcano, rafted down a single river, learned to surf, or hitchhiked. It seems like a tourist who comes to the region for just 2 weeks can accomplish many more things than I can accomplish in an unlimited timeframe.
I don`t want to go home, but it will be nice to see everybody again. While I travel, I meet loads of interesting, fun people, but Ive never met a group of people quite like my group of friends in A-Town. It isnt that Arlington is such a wonderful place, but it is where I grew up and defined who I am today, and therefore I think it will always hold a part of me.
At the same time, I like Latin America far better. The noise, the craziness, the music, and the rhythm of life here suit me quite well. I know that when I leave here, I won`t stop dreaming of coming back. When I do return, it will feel like coming home as much as returning to Arlington.
I`ve learned some important lessons in my first 4 months traveling, so I think I should set some rules for myself for the future:
I can`t let inhibitions get the better of me, and I can`t be content with being timid.
I will refuse to buy drinks for girls.
I will drink slowly.
I won`t spend too much time around too many gay people.
I won`t lend money to ANYBODY, no matter what the situation. I`ve lost far too much money this way.
Most importantly, I`ll do spontaneous things, because in the long run, these make the best stories.
So I`m in Panama City now, and it is a cool place. One half of the city is ultra modern, full of shiny high-rises, banks, and 24-hour casinos. The other half is composed of tall, dirty apartment buildings and rough wooden structures housing the city`s many poor people. Panama City has much more of a “ghetto” atmosphere than other cities in central america, but at the same time it is extremely diverse and colorful. The nightlife is excellent, as well.
On Thursday I fly to Colombia. I`m very excited to get to a new continent. My only concern is that I wont be able to understand the language, but i think ill learn soon enough.
Keep it rockin, my friends.
Dan