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February 07, 2004

City of Ghosts

Phnom Penh is quite a city of contrasts. Crumbling 1920's French mansions, Vietnameese, Chineese and Thai shopkeepers selling spices and mobile phones, beautiful temples with orange, red and yellow-robed monks strolling with umbrellas in the sun, NY baseball caps on mototaxi drivers every two steps you take asking "Killing fields today? Genocide museum? Shooting range, you wanna shoot AK?"
Baguette stands dot the riverside, and mine victims hold their hats for change, NGO-owned Land Rovers ride alongside rickshaws down back streets where you can have your shoes repaired or your fortune told.

It's strange here, but much more a real city than Siem Reap, which gave the impression of just being thrown together to provide temple-tourists with a place to sleep and get pissed and sidewalks for the locals to sleep on.

So, we've spent a few days here, mostly walking around, getting ourselves lost and finding some good restaurants along the way. I think we may have found the hotel from 'City of Ghosts'. We also found out that the mischevious monkey in the movie was not an exaggeration; we've caught a few on our balcony (one seemed very confused when he peeped on me in the shower, 'where's the fur!?') and later a momma monkey came by to investigate after I gave her baby a cookie.

On a grim note, anyone who comes to Cambodia really owes it to themselves (if they have any interest in history or human behavior) to visit the markers of the atrocities comitted here under Pol Pot's regime in the 1970's. Namely, the Genoside Museum and the Killing Fields. The Toul Sleng (literally: guilty hill) is a series of school buildings that were used as an imprisonment and torture camp and is now a museum and a memorial to the thousands of people who lived (and died, with only 7 people surviving) there. It's been said that what is the most striking about the 'museum' is how ordinary it looks, and I agree. It's obvious that it must have been a huge effort to sterilize what must have been festering when it was found. Now, no smell at all remains.
There are paintings done by one of the survivors displaying how the sparse playground equipment was used for interrogation, the conditions in the cells where the prisoners were kept and other aspects of life there
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It's hard to look at the multitude of photos taken by the authorities of each of the prisoners, they fill several rooms. Here's a few more photos....

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Then we went to the Killing Fields, where Khmer Rouge soldiers systematically shot and bludgened prisoners to death, to then be left in mass graves. I didn't take any pictures there, you can look at J.P.'s site for a few. It was a somber field with trees and irrigation ditches, without the markings, it would have been hard to tell what had happened there.

Here's some more photos from around town.....

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Just a comment on the beggar situation: this morning as we were trying to eat breakfast by the river, an insane beggar woman with two small kids was hitting, pinching and pulling their hair in an attempt to make them cry (a success) and thereby getting money from tourists. A woman actually gave her something after this display, I was shocked! I tried to explain to a security guard what this disturbed person was doing to her children, but apparently there isn't a Cambodian child welfare organization to take these kids away.

There are so many poor and dirty kids running around, but at least most of them seem to have friends and family, you see them playing in the park, running around, laughing, it makes one wonder why someone has to be beaten in addition to being poor and filthy and being made to beg. Looking at these scenes everyday, I can understand why Hindus and Buddhists came up with the idea of Karma, it certainly makes it more digestable to believe that these misfortunate people are in their situation because they somehow deserve it.

Thanks, I just had to get that out, it's been building for a while.

Tomorrow, we're off to Sihanoukville, the closest Cambodia has to a beach resort- looking forward to my dose of rays.....


Posted by Girl Owl on February 7, 2004 12:38 AM
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Hi Kate! We're enjoying keeping up with your travels..the photos are amazing. It's a great experience "through your eyes" as I think we're apt to stick to Europe. I'd love to go to South America, but Hanzi likes Europe best. There's enough there to keep us busy & happy for awhile, and this summer it's Germany to see the relatives. Have fun! Denise

Posted by: Denise on February 11, 2004 06:36 AM

Hi Kate,
This is a bit weird, but I ran across your site and realized you are someone I went to high school with. It looks like you're having fun traveling the world! The photos look great, didn't realize you'd switched from AA to Engineering. I hope you're keeping the art up, as your work is amazing; as evidenced by your photos.

Just to clarify in response to your statement "Looking at these scenes everyday, I can understand why Hindus and Buddhists came up with the idea of Karma, it certainly makes it more digestable to believe that these misfortunate people are in their situation because they somehow deserve it."

People act under the influence of delusion, much like someone who's drugged does things with poor judgement. Just because they were drugged when they screwed up doesn't get them out of any messes they might have made. Karma explains that we are similarly drugged by negative habits(delusions) and that as long as we are under the influences of delusions, we will continue to create the causes of suffering. Karma blames delusion, not people, for creating the causes of suffering.

Karma also explains how to identify and stabilize reliable sources of happiness such as compassion, wisdom, etc... This allows us to eliminate all of the causes of our suffering and create causes to enjoy peace of mind all the time. In this way we can then be stable enough to bring actual benefit to others.

The cool thing about karma is that is can actually be used to reduce suffering and increase our happiness. I find it to be perfectly reliable in this way.

There are several different presentations of Buddha's teachings. This was deliberate as he intended to bring benefit to people with various interests and capacities. You probably already know this, or are finding out as you travel.

Anyway, I hope you're doing well, and that you are happy. I'd be interested in hearing from you.

Kelsang Shigye
(formerly Rachel Barry)
Resident Teacher
Maitreya Buddhist Center
Wyandotte, MI

Posted by: Kelsang Shigye on February 14, 2004 11:55 PM




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