Thoughts on Travel
Saturday, September 1st, 2007What is it about the name of a place that calls out to me like a siren-wail? Not like an ambulance but the spine-tingling melody of the sea maidens. Ulysses’ men lashed him to a mast but I have no such team and I follow the call, tracing my footsteps all across Europe in the form of colored pins on my wall map. The names I gather together on a string like jewels, a shining necklace that I touch over and over, like an old woman’s smoothed rosary, repeating the names to myself like a prayer. Oaxaca Honolulu Madrid Sevilla Lagos Tangiers Granada Barcelona Rome Florence Venice Vienna Salzburg Munich Geneva Lucerne Paris London Prague. Over and over, with many in between, my necklace, my travel rosary, gathering more and more in hopes of somehow finding a use for them.
Travel is more than just the big monuments, the famous places. Yes, it’s partly these things, but that’s not what hooks you; that’s not what keeps millions of people taking time off from work and school and dragging huge backpacks through train stations and airports. No, it’s the little things, the everyday. It’s walking down cobblestone streets while ivy and sweet Spanish words curl in the air above you. It’s the way the shadows play across the water and brick walls in the winding alleys of Venice. It’s ordering bread at a Parisian bakery and eating it on a bridge overlooking the Seine. When traveling, the small becomes beautiful, special. Food tastes better, the slightest tasks become great accomplishments in foreign languages. In short, we live life more fully, more immediately, when traveling. That’s what keeps us packing those bags.
People watching. The tourists I like best are the backpackers. With beat up packs and scruffy faces, they look well traveled. Potential Jack Kerouacs with jaded all-seeing eyes and poetic hearts. They sleep in hostels, wander the cobblestone streets with a practiced step, their bags perfectly contoured against their back. They’ve seen things, will see more things. Their roads stretch out before them, rich and winding. The rest of us, on our way to work, living the steady beat of daily lives, can only gaze at them with jealousy and longing, and later, sitting at our desks, think of them wandering the streets of Old Town, discovering hidden nooks and alleys in the shadows of the castle’s spires, discovering, as it were, life and what makes it worth living.
They call Prague ‘the golden claw’ because it traps you and never lets you go. Indeed, I can see how. It’s bright with the neon lights of clubs and bars and restaurants, flashy with the flags of tourism, yet it has that older, eastern influence smoldering in the background. The sky is bright and blue but also bleak in a heartbeat, punctured by spires, the bars of your cage. Its cobblestone streets swallow expats and tourists into their shadows. The idea of Prague broods in the backpacker’s mind long after he has boarded the train: the image of a castle overlooking a bridge.
The hardest part about travel, which at first I didn’t understand, is that you can’t hold onto it. It’s not something physical. You can take as many pictures and buy as many souvenirs as you want, but you’ll never fully capture it all. Some part of it will slip away. Even writing only saves a small part of it. But experiencing it’s the thing. In your mind, it’ll always be there. Even if the memories get fuzzy and rosy over the years, even if the little details disappear, it’ll always be there, stamped across your brain. It becomes a part of you, and you it, and both of you become something else entirely— something beautiful.