“Please, please, please…
…Let me get what I want”, sang the Dream Academy and sometimes I feel the same way, if only I knew what it was I wanted.
Strangely enough I am feeling a bit jaded and lost. Has New Zealand become too familiar for me that I am getting bored of it or is it just my usual short term attention span for anything that makes me feel I am ready to cut the travel and get back to reality and put down some roots.
Did I not try that in America?! Sort of I guess. Not sure if I will ever totally get used to being an alien in a foreign land. Does that mean London is calling me back? Possibly, if only the weather would improve :0).
It may be just another mental hurdle to overcome as I move along on my journey. There have been a few of those and this time may be no different but it does “feel” a little different. No chance in really figuring it out just move on and see what happens next.
Tags: Back to New Zealand
