I want to go to the most dangerous fucked up regions of earth and come back alive just so I can say I did.

I had a dream a couple nights ago that I was on a boat in a lake, like Lake Michigan, except I was in NYC. One of the male RCs was with me. I think I steered the boat wrong or something and there was a piece of wood next to us. The water was clear and an eggshell blue but stormy. Pretty soon we were out of the city and in the water. I dream about water all the time, all the time.