so now I have to start working and it's all possible, I can save and eventually go somewhere. I also want to act and it's been so fucking long but I need to get into SAG somehow cause I DON'T want an office job. What are my options? Copy editing, or whatever, public relations (for an airline, I thought), foreign correspondence, cocktail waitressing, hooking, I should hook in Amsterdam; cause the euros are so above the dollar now. SOmething that will pay well. I'll have to get a roommate unless my job pays well and I don't want to do that. I should have done that before. But I also need to rest, just a little. I can go back to Egypt, or there are so many places. I can go to LA. What is there?

So I'm doing the shit work of looking for gainful employment, here in NYC. I spent a good deal of cash and am hurtin'. Still, all I want to do is travel and perform. In my perfect fantasy life I'm in LA doing films, the Berlin doing theater or even German film speaking the language fluently, you can't tell between me and the natives (or substitute French), then NYC, then Russia, then Egypt working with animals, and also Egyptian theater (guess I need to learn Arabic too?) then travelling........oh everywhere, it doesn't matter really. But back to present situation: scouring hot jobs and kissing bootie looking for work. Guess I'm like the general population, huh? But I have my requirements: no more than 40 hours, no less than $50K, no earlier than 9:00 AM (my last job we all strolled in at 10:15, yep I'm a bum, but also I got up early and jogged every morning plus acted at night). I'd like to work abroad in Berlin or even the UK; and those delicious pounds and euros filling up my bank account. Leave it to GWB to fuck up our economy.