I just sent in some requests and am waiting to hear back. I'm caught between my needs and wants: to work, to act, and my need and want to travel. I will have to make this trip somewhat short, and it's really hard just buying the ticket because it's hard work and stressful and confusing, and there's so much I want to see but not enough time. I have to be back in NYC for stupid Turkey Day (or Tofurkey Day), and that is really screwing up my plans.
And in the SHP I was supposed to go to, we're having some fights. I showed at the center, and I guess some other member was there but I never saw her. I sat there for 45 minutes waiting, and our room was screwed up. I don't need this!!!!!!!!! I'm beginning to wonder if I'm dealing with insane people here. Or I guess I'm insane too.