Today my period was at its beginning stages (technically started two days ago) and I've been kind of immobile. I run through the park every day; I did that, plus wrote, did yoga, rented two movies (Sorority BOys and Dreamers). Barry Watson is sooo cute and funny. Dreamers......bizarre, not the kind of film I should be watching now. It involves an incestuous sis and bro in Paris and an American exchange student who joins them. A little cliched with the American (uncultured, doesn't speak the language) but I otherwise really liked the film. And I love Paris; it's an amazing and beautiful city. But this film was freaking me out; because these characters just lose control finally and I need to stay in control right now.

That is, I have so many decisions to make now and it's like solving a page and a half long calculus problem. I win and lose no matter what. And I worry about my two cats who see me as their parent or sibling and don't even like me to be gone for one day, and I need someone of course who is sane and trustworthy....well I won't go into it.

A strange thing: someone deposited $2700 into my checking account. Well, thanks! Whoever did it. Sadly, it's probably a screw up. But maybe it's a gift.....maybe.