I'm back in SF and I'm freezing.

While I was travelking, I told many people that it is cool here and that you always need a jacket and rarely need shorts. I just forgot exactly what that means.

It means that the color is drained from your face and your nose runs and your hair gets all fly away and your nails break. It means that it is hard to get out of bed and out of the shower because you will be cold.

It means that it is harder to motivate to go out and it means that it is harder to look good. (Perhaps those two should be reversed)

I was never a heat person but I got used to the heat. Now, I'm not a cool weather person.

I'm having trouble coping with the constant wind too.

I've been here for 4 days now. I've lived here for 10 years and I haven't run into a single person that I even recognize. I haven't met a new person in 4 days. I haven't socialized with anyone outside of 4 friends.

I forgot how much harder one has to work in order to socialize. I have my phone back on so that should get easier, but I'm going to try to head back east to visit my parents and live for free for a while.

It is definitely awkward living in friends homes. No matter how many times they say I am welcome, I feel like I am in the way. I am going to try to house sit in July and then find a sublet for August. Originally, I was going to look for a sublet for July, but I have two friends who need a house sitter.

I seem to be recovering well from the Dengue Fever. I get sleepy. My first day back, I slept from 11 PM to 4:30 PM the next day- Combination jet lag and many nights of crappy sleep in the hospital.

Had no problem sleeping that evening or since. I hope that is still dengue recovery. Otherwise, I am one sleepy person in SF.

Being back is going to be hard. I knew it would be. The socializing is definitely the area that is going to require the most adjusting. I'm not looking forward to it being work.