It has been a while since I wrote the last time. Things just keep on happening in my life, things that make me live my life faster. I had no time left for writting, or to explain it better I have not been in the mood to.
I wrote an email, no long ago, may be about 3 weeks ago to my friends telling that I was feeling contempt with life.
Now life is showing me its darkest side. It just hits you when you are more vulnerable. I tend to think life is kind of an old fashion teacher, who hits you badly for you to learn the lesson. Although I just saw a programm on Tv that says that people tend to block bad and sad experiences. This probably wipes off all the learn with suffering theory.
However I do think suffering makes you stronger. I guess you necessarely do not learn how to avoid getting hurt, but you learn to get out of the pain.
Long time ago I hear a phrase, which I would like to cuote now:

"Human heart is like a bag of flour, the more it gets hits, the harter it gets"

I honestly hope my heart does not get as hard as a rock.