3...2...1 f$#k it!!!!!

i can't believe i did it. donno how i did it...yes i do. i was pushed off! so i'll start from the beginning...i got the star treatment while at the AJ Hackett 40 metre Minjin jungle swing and the 50 metre Rainforest bungy jump. they hoisted me up on the 'minjin' swing (a giant swing where you lay on your belly) and they just kept going higher and higher. when i finally stopped i couldn't stop laughing b/c they wanted me to pull this cord that would propel me like superwoman through the air. haha i laughed in the face of danger! ...until i pulled the cord...then it was just a thunderous scream of horror.
next was the bungy jump. one of the two guys told me to just count 3,2,1 f@#k it. don't think about it. just do it. okay...so i was psyched. ready to go. walked up the stairs slowly and tried to enjoy the view. they tied up my legs and said i was good to go...says them. it all happened so quickly. i stood on the edge of the 50metre drop. i was ready to jump...until i looked down. i wasnt' laughing this time.
the guy asked, "ready? THREE..."
"no. i'm not ready," i say.
"sure you are. you can do it...TWO..." he continued counting!
"no, no...i don't think...." i quickly replied.
"oh yes you are! ONE! " here's where he gave me my gentle push
"aaaaaaaaagh!!! holy shiiiiiiiitt!"
i did it! i bungy jumped off a 50metre drop in the rainforest!!! everything is on video...both the giant swing and the bungy jump...lucky me. now everyone can see how FEARless i was! the best thing about the day was that i got the entire day for FREE through the owner of the lab that i'm working at - Mark! i was on a high for the whole day! i reckon i'd do it again...but still may require the gentle push.