The Process of Being

Movement of people,

energies, thoughts, things

Loving all of those

even the dark places

in which we love to hide

hard to face

but not realizing

the stagnant

stank of fear of fear

but loving that darkness

with forgiveness, gratitude

moves it along

into light…

movement brings surprises

travelling into other possible realms

could this be me, finally

open, open, open

and in love, love love

cultivating kindness

to darkness

embracing, going with love

seemed so simple and yet so hard

but spreading love, spreading joy

so fleeting yet contagious

floating, spinning, turning,

potentials creating things

releasing, giving, sharing

loving, do we even know

our own power

movement

wow, beyond anything

I could’ve ever thought of

thank you,

thank

you

me

god

universe

source

great beyond

thank you

Running Up That Hill

(it’s the soundtrack for this post)

All the misunderstandings, maybe I could’ve, we could’ve taken a step back and see where all the places where we don’t love ourselves instead of coming out of reaction, hurt and ego.

And I see how I still need to grow in more places, that I’m not perfect still, that I’m not so damn righteous, and where I want to just protect myself.

Finding the new ways of being, forging a new path, unknown, and still doing, being the best that I can. Why do I feel the need to be the best, most understanding, most enlightened person. I can only learn and do better the next time, I can only grow and be, when it stops who knows, whom I’ll be with God only knows. Why it feels and seems so important to me to be with a man, I don’t know. [read on]

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