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September 23, 2004

An ending approaches

Hello everybody, hope you enjoyed Gari's time as guest writer on the site; it's been great to come back after a few days and read everyone's comments. I spent the time in Darjeeling thinking about when I should finish this round-the-world trip. I'm coming to enjoy India a lot, but still, it feels like the time to call it all day is drawing near.

I wrote this in Darjeeling, on September 19th:

Here at the edge of the world, I'm trying to decide whether it's time to stop travelling. I feel a deep kind of fatigue in my mind, as though my brain has taken all the journeying and new vistas it can take for a while. Certainly my drive to get up and go on big explorations in each town I come to has greatly reduced. My dreams are increasingly not filled with the pink and blue cities of Rajasthan or hectic Mumbai, but rather more homely pleasures. Living in the same place, owning things, knowing people.

I think one of the key aspects to life is about feeling joy and vitality in one's situation, to be listening to how one's spirit wishes to be fufilled. One can achieve very little if drive and delight are gone - one insteads spends time clinging on to what is already lost. Part of the reason for leaving the Bank of England in the first place was that I didn't feel that kind of energy very frequently, that sense of being in the right place for me at that particular moment. Right now, travelling is starting to feel the same way, something that my spirit is growing tired of, a way of life that I need to take a break from. Something else out there is what I need to now - I feel ready for a change.

I think my plan is to leave India somewhere between the start or middle of October, between four and six weeks after my arrival.

The plan was for Louise and I to meet in Australia at the end of November, which gives me one to two months to fill. I think what I will do is go back to Chiang Mai, a city I've come to know very well, and study some more with my leather working teacher. The idea of being in one already known place for a month or so and doing very little, before the more difficult experience of looking for work in Sydney, is more wonderful sounding to me than I can describe. Hopefully Louise will be able to join me in Chiang Mai too.

I'm currently trying to reflect and gather up everything this period of travelling has given me - but I suspect I'll need to stop travelling before I can begin to assess it properly. I'm going to draw this particular story "No Place As Home" to a close over the next month or so, but plan later to begin afresh some kind of blog, to describe my adventures in Australia or wherever going forward (although hopefully not as frequent and voluminous as this one has become). I'll post up the URL address once I've got it all set up and I've worked out what to call it - so if you'd like to keep reading about my experiences in the world, you can. All suggestions for what the snappy title should be are very welcome.
That's all for now I think. It's our last day in the peace of Darjeeling, so going to potter around more shops, and, I hope, soon the roof of my mouth will recover from the too hot Tibetan fried bread I had for breakfast.

Wishing you all the best, and thank you for reading,

Cheers,

Daniel

Posted by Daniel on September 23, 2004 06:18 PM
Category: India
Comments

Daniel,

I would just like to compliment your vivd and entertaining commentary on the places and people you have met. Your perspective on things is very similar to my own .I have always tended to be reluctant when it comes to foreign travel and have always wanted to take a trip like yours (ever since Michael Palin appeared on our tvs doing his trips) . I took the trip I would like to have taken through this blog and for that I would like to offer my thanks , as it saved me all that stress :)

I look forward to reading about your further adventures.

Rgds,
Will

Posted by: Will on September 23, 2004 07:32 PM

Hey Dan,

I dare not make this sound like a farewell, but I too would like to express my deep gratitude at allowing us to glimpse the world through your eyes and words.

Like Will, I too can relate to many of the perspectives and insights you've shared through the months - I recall reading your blog ever since you were still in UK and you hadn't gone to the US yet - boy, how time flies!... you've gone around the world and I..well..I've dreamt about it a lot, eh, but I've taken steps to initiate my own trip too.

I dare say that it's refreshing to know that even in the heart of the most stalwart travellers there's also a place (and time) for longing for a place to call home, and now that time is near.

Keep it up!

Posted by: Rogerio on September 24, 2004 07:23 AM

I agree 100% with the other posts.

Your trip has fueled my imagination for my own trip, has inspired me, has made me laugh and I will miss reading your adventures as they happen.

I was not fortunate to discover your blog before you left UK. In fact I only caught up with your blog when you were leaving So America. But
I have gone back and read your previous posts and admire the way your writing has developed. Your blog has been a thoughtful and enjoyable read.

I will enjoy your last posts like one does a good meal :)

Posted by: Russ on September 24, 2004 01:41 PM

It's been fantastic sitting in my office living vicariously!
One day soon I'll be on the road myself - your blog has been both entertaining and informative, and has kept me positive about travelling solo .
Good luck with all that you do!
Cheers
Emma

Posted by: emma on September 25, 2004 01:59 AM

Daniel,

You're right about listening to your inner self. Part of my struggle was to listen to my own spirit and accepting the time for change.

Good luck!

p/s. I need to thump you on the head. You don't reply my emails.

Posted by: Marita Paige on September 27, 2004 03:47 PM

Hey Daniel,

That sounds like a good plan actually. I think one needs some time to fully absorb and mull over the different, sometimes bewildering and always interesting experiences one encounters while travelling.

All the best, British boy.

Posted by: bristolcities on September 28, 2004 04:20 AM
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